Dramatic.tragic but fun.

FVCK! bumalik si buddxxy!

2009-03-30T00:12:00.000-07:00

DSC .. bumalik si joseph sa grupo .. aco naman to si MASAYA! haha. :)) pero parang may kontra? amp* ayoko ng magmention! haha .. basta aco sasayaw nalang .. HAHA. mm .. ayun .. superr meeting kami kagabi .. pinagusapan na magbabago na kame ng sayaw .. mm .. hala w8! HAHAHA!! BALIW .. tinamad aco bigla! WAHAHA! :)))

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2009-03-28T21:56:00.000-07:00

after 10 years makakapagpost na ul8 aco dito sa BLOG na to! haha .. ewan co ba! di naman aco ganun kaBUSY .. pero di co man lang maupdate tong blog na to .. haha! nakakatamad kase e .. mm .. ayos naman grupo co ngaun .. Drift Style Crew?? ehe! :))
ayun! contest namen kagabi sa commonwealth.. grabe di na talaga kami nagppractice e .. superr on the spot sayawan nalang pag dating sa contest .. kaya un! wala kaming napapala .. nasa 8th nga ranking namin kagabi ehh .. waaaaa! andun yung BM.. c crushiiee co TONZY .. wahe .. nag 1st xla kagabi .. kainis talaga!
mm .. sinisimulan na rin namin yung bagong sayaw namin ngaun .. kaya maghanda naaa xila! SABOG talaga!! haha .. mm .. i'm going to have a work na rin nga pala! kaya magiging BUSY aco ngaung SUMMER .. ehe .. :)) magpopost na lang ul8 aco mamaya .. haha! EAT lan aco .. guraa! :))
TC && GB y'all!

*GAB

Bitterness..

2008-10-08T04:23:00.000-07:00

I'm so PARANOID of being hurt. I am always getting my heart broken over and over. My heart has so many scars and bruises all over it. I don't know how much just one heart can take really. and I don't want to find out either..

2008-09-29T05:40:00.000-07:00

Just when I was convinced I was falling,
I see you flying away.
But that's okay.
Bitterness can only last a heartache.
It won't be easy,
but it will end--
SOON.

Psss..

2008-09-29T05:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the celebration of the monthsary of our group.. ayun! dapat cocontest kami sa CALOOCAN pero di natuloy.. kase the weather was bad.. tss! sayang tuloy! yeeaa!finally tapos na ang program presentation namin.. gaahhdd!! i was like nervous that time! LOL. but i did it! i'm proud of MYSELF! biruin mo sa harap ng madlang tao! nagawa cong mag present ng program and i justify ito sa kanila!?! Hahaha.. la lang.. pss! wala aco sa mood mag kwento ngayon.. basta!!! naiinis aco xa nalaman co! eto muna! xge.. i'll be bloggin around some other time.. wala sa MOOD ee!

GAB IS SOBER && WASTED!!

Creating my expressions..

2008-09-24T04:34:00.000-07:00

This article cites the importance of expressing our true feelings. :))

CREATING MY EXPRESSIONS

An old story is resurfacing about a young woman who entered a convent to prepare herself for a life of celibacy and service. The institution was one of a very strict order. Besides other regulations, the convent enforced a requirement of silence - not a word dare be uttered.

Mother Superior explained to the new recruit that this rule of silence was rigid. However, once every five years just two words could be spoken.

At the end of the first five years of service, the young novitiate was called in and instructed that she had earned the privilege of expressing two words. What would they be? Her answer?

"Food rotten!"

Five years later she was again afforded the rare privilege of speaking two more words. What would she say this time?

"Beds hard!"

The third time she was summoned, the woman proclaimed in exasperation, "I quit!"

"Well, good riddance," responded Mother Superior. "All you have ever done since you've been here is to complain!"

It is said that God gives us faces, but we create our own expressions. I will take notice of the expressions I create today.

Happiness.

2008-09-15T04:16:00.000-07:00

Happiness is a process.

First. you should learn how to accept happiness.

You should be willing to accept the feelings/emotion that constitutes happiness. You are aware of things that will eventually happen for the sake of happiness. Happiness doesn’t mean for your own sake, it may be for the sake of other person in which in the end both of you will benefit the fruit of an action or decision, which is happiness, even if it means sacrifice, acceptance, big decision, unexpected event or darkness.

Second. don’t regret your decision to be happy.

For every action there is an equal reaction. This is the law of inertia. This law explains my point. Don’t be afraid to face every action that you have made for the sake of happiness.

Lastly. feel, enjoy and treasure your happiness.

A person may bring lots of happiness to you so treasure her/him. These can also bring happiness to one’s life; pets, things that you collect, food, internet stuff, friends, relative and most of all God our creator.

There is no one in this planet that can give miracles which may bring greater happiness to you except God. He can turn possible the impossible events.

I realized that greater happiness, the everlasting happiness is within my reach.

He is patiently waiting for my hand to hold.

He is waiting for us to be with him in a place where darkness is impossible.

Wherein there is light, there is a greater everlasting happiness.

There is smile for our soul.

Nasaan na nga ba ang ipinaglaban ni Rizal?

2008-09-11T05:40:00.000-07:00

Nasaan na nga ba ang Ipinaglaban ni Rizal?

Isang daang taon mahigit na ang lumipas ng ang isang Pilipino ay tumayo, nanindigan at ipinaglaban ang dapt sanay kalayaan ng kanyang mga kababayan hindi lamang literal na kalayan kundi kalayaan ng kaisipan.

Ngunit ang gumugulo sa isip koy ganito; Hindi bat tinututulan ni Rizal ang mga katuruuan ng simbahang katoliko o kung tawagin noong araw ay mga Prayle ng mga Kastila. Hindi bat nagsulat ng Nobela si Rizal na kanyang hinati sa dalawang magkarugtong na kwento? Ano nga ba ang laman ng mga kwentong iyon?

Hindi bat tahasan nyang tinutuligsa ang mga maling turo na binibigay ng mga Paring Kastila sa mga kababayan nyang Pilipino?

Bago pa man sya patayin ng mga Kastila, si Rizal ay naglakbay sa ibat-ibang Bansa.
Natutunan nya ang kultura ng ibang bansa, nakita nya ang tama at mali sa kanyang bansa.

Samakatuwid hindi sang-ayon si Rizal sa turo ng katolisismo, hindi sya sang-ayon sa pagyakap ng maling tradisyon, ayaw nyang makitang nilalapstangan ang kanyang bayan.

Taong 1896 nang barilin si Rizal sa Luneta kung saan nakatayo ang kanyang rebulto simbulo ng kanyang kabayanihan, at mayroon pang bantay sa sundalo.

Pero ano nga ba ang pinaglaban ni Rizal? Bakit sya ang ginawang pambansang bayani?
Bakit tila wala namang nangyari sa kanyang mga ipinaglaban, oo ngat Malaya na tayo sa mga kastila pero Malaya ba ang isip ng mga Pilipino? Bakit patuloy na sinusunod ng mga Pilipino ang katuruuan ng katolisismo na noong araw ay ipinaglaban ni Rizal upang imulat ang isip ng mga tao sa maling turo ng relihiyon?

Sa panahon ngayon kapag tinanong mo ang mga ganitong bagay sa ordianryong Pilipino tiak ang isasagot nya “hindi ko alam” / “wala akong alam”

Ikaw? Alam mo ba ang ipinaglaban ni Rizal?

Kung itong parte lang na ito ang binasa mo mahiya ka nman sa mga pilipinong nagbuwis ng buhay para makamit ang kalayaan na tinatamasa mo ngayon..

he-heee..walang magawa! amp! :D

para sayo 'to! you know who you are! :D

2008-09-11T05:03:00.000-07:00

:) :) :)

happy for now.. i'm contented with what I have.. okk! please stop eet!
hahaha..sorry sa mga di nakakarelate..

i'll be bloggin' around some other time..wala maxadong interesting na dapat ikwento ee.. haha..:D

Badtuuurrpp!

2008-09-08T18:29:00.000-07:00

shyeeet! Badturp naman oh! Brownout whole day! amfufu.. Buti na lang full charge cp at ipod koo.. mapipilitan tuloy akong mag ~~load~~ err! hehe.. may pinag iipunan kase akoo ii..yung Boots na ADIDAS na pang sayaw..astiig talag yun! waaaa! really like it sooo much.. well. I don't feel the day! Akala ko magiging masaya pag absent koo but a big ~~NO NO~~ pala! pakkeerss! mmmhh.I went to Tungko and get my allowance from my Dad..so there! Got it naaa..Di muna akoo umuwi kase alam kong maiirita lang akoo sa Not-so-good Ambiance sa bahay.. soopeeerr hot eberrr! Nagpunta akoo sa Pandayan Bookshop..ayon ayon! basa basa ng mga libro..bumili ako ng Cadbury wii..yummiee! x)) pagtapos sa Bookshop, Jollibee naman.. bida ang saya! Nag Ice craze at Yum Burger lang acoo.. at pag tapos kumaen.. may napansin akong internet shop na nakuha ang aking atensyon..haha 30pesos 2 hours..kaya yuun! friendster, chat, yahoo-mail, youtube, multiply, facebook, myspace, blogger and what-so-ever!After kong mag net,abang na koo ng masasakyang jeep. haaaaa! Ang kulit ng katabi kong LOLA edi tumunog cp nya..nakita kong1 message received..pag bukas at pagbasa nya eh ~~SORRY!~~ nabasa koo rin..ang nakalagay eeh--

Kayo na pala no Benedict ha!
Bakit di mo sinabi sakin?

Sender-Zeny

--wahahaha! bwahaha..haha! mwahahaha! ang taray ni LOLA! nung nabasa koo yun eh di koo napigilang tumawa! adeekk.. nahalata tuloy ako ni Lola.. *INFAIRNESS* tumawa rin xa..nagkaintindihan kami.. wahaha..

Pag uwi koo sa hauxx..Badturp times two!! wala pa ring kuryente! ~~Pota ires~~ na yan!! tinapos koo na lang basahin yung The Panti Thoughts and Study Tips haaaaz! Boredom get out on my body now! haaayy! i better listen to music na lang while txting.. txt txt txt txt txt txt txt txt txt txt txt txt txt txt txt txt txt txt..

*Joke of the Day!*
from my classmate Rose Ann..

..If ur a Nurse,
how would you tell
a dying patient about
his/her condition?
Simple..
Just sing this song:
"Makulay ang buhay..Makulay ang buhay sa..
Kabilang Buhay!" :D

hahaha!10 stars for that! LOL x)))
okie! enough of this..I'm goin' to our practice pa..
lalaban sa 13 ehh.. MARIKINA.. oh well! tnx for reading..
I love you all guyz! atcGB..

Examination in Math.. :D

2008-09-05T05:26:00.000-07:00

we're having an examination right now..haha! nakuha co pang mag BLOG diba? wahaha.. well anyways.. panu ba naman kase pag examin ba kami xa computer lab.!? of course! matutukso akong buksan ang sagrado kong blog.. yeboi! eto post post post naaah! okk! supeerr hirap ng MATH! whew! x))) nga palaaaaa!!

--we'll gonna compete nga pala sa
SEPTEMBER 13, 2008(Sat)
Activity Area, Riverbanks Center,
Marikina City.

--see you there! :D

Our inspiration! yeaboi.. :D --Philippine All Star

2008-09-05T00:45:00.000-07:00

drama..drama

2008-09-02T21:21:00.000-07:00

There goes the cliche that love conquers all. I do believe in that,but I also agree that there are still some exceptions.. Loving is not just mere romance and kilig..and there really no such thing as perfect or complete happiness..I realized that painful reality waiting..The wrong person I have met along have somewhat taught me to be strong.They've made me realize that whatever pain or joy I would go through,my capacity to love purely is unquestionable. And for that I feel good about my self.and I'm ready to love again with the right person who will come along..

..boredom :D

2008-09-01T19:53:00.000-07:00

I refuse to adhere to society's perception of academic aptitude and mental ability.

Translation: "Ayoko nang mag aral!"

--haha. x))) wala lang..gusto ko lang mag blog ngaun..waaa! Thursday will be our midterms exam.. review mode na lang muna ako.. oh sya! naku kaw talaga! magpakabait ka bata aah! mmpf!

miss this!

2008-09-01T05:19:00.000-07:00

o God! ang tagal ko ring di na-update tong blog ko..i miss this! x)) oh well.. i got busy kase these past few days.. i didn't think na makakatiis akong di mag PC..maka type sa sof kong keyboard..mag cclick sa mouse at tumutok ng napakatagal sa monitor..while soundtrip gamit ang headset.. haaaaz! :-O

kwento ko nalang yung result sa contest namin nung august 23..aun! pang 4th lang kami sa ranking! sayang di pa umabot ng 3rd place! amp! 27 contestants kaming mga naglaban laban! not bad.. buti nasa 4th place pa kami.. andun pa yung THE MAXIMUM..yung nakuha dun xa eat bulaga.. pero sorry! nasa 7th place ang ranking nila.. and it means na mas magaling at maganda performance namin kesa sa kanila! haha x))))

kwento ko rin yung contest namin nung august 30.. sa caloocan, malaria.. and almost 30+ kaming mga naglaban laban.. yeheeii! 2nd place kami.. 1st yung BATANG MAMA isa din sila sa nakuha dun sa eat bulaga.. 3k lang yung prize na nakuha namin..and it's not bad.. and i think. bibili kami ng bagong coat.. 5am na natapos yung contest.. and there! haaii..

oo nga pala di ko pa nauupload yung videos namin sa you tube..w8 nyo na lang..para ma amaze naman kayo kung ano na ko ngaun! haha..mei ganun? o well.. dto muna.. pinapaalis na kase ako ng prof ko dito sa computer lab ee..haha.. o xa! byiee!

2008-08-27T04:33:00.000-07:00

I've got all the copies of Jay panti's books..love it! haha.. x)))

wala lang! haha..bayt ba?epal ca ee no! haha..adeek x))

--be safe guys!

Do’s and Dont’s Sa Loob ng Sinehan

2008-08-22T05:15:00.000-07:00

Do’s

1. Silent thy phone.

Ito na yata ang isa sa mga gasgas nang paalala na paulit-ulit na ina-announce bago pa mag-umpisa ang movie pero meron at meron pa ring mga pasaway na hindi sumusunod. Ang nakakaasar pa, kung kelan emote na emote ka na sa linya ni Popoy (John Lloyd Cruz) kay Basia (Bea Alonzo) sa One More Chance na “you loved me at my best, she had me at my worst, and u chose to break my heart…” at handa nang tumulo ang luha mo from your right eye going down to your left cheek eh biglang may tumunog na mp3 ring tone ng “Papaya” ni Edu Manzano! Kaimbyerna devah! Kaya make sure lang na bago ka pumasok sa loob ng sinehan, eh i-silent mode mo muna ang cel mo noh! Pwede?!

2. Silent thy self.

Minsan, hindi lang cellphone ang dapat mong i-silent mode. Minsan, kailangan mo ding i-silent ang bibig mo. Alalahanin mo na nasa sinehan ka with different people na may iba’t ibang moods, trip, kulay, amoy, etc. Wala ka sa sarili mong pamamahay kaya di uubra ang trip mo na mag-ingay na dinig ng buong neighborhood. Magkaroon ng kahit konting finesse. Okay lang naman na mag-emote o ma-carried away sa pinapanood mo pero make sure lang na hindi ka nakakaistorbo ng ibang tao. Okay lang din kung halimbawang lahat kayong nanonood ay napapasigaw sa bawat scary at kagulat-gulat na eksena sa “Sukob” or mapapahagalpak ng tawa sa “Manay Po”. At least, di ka nag-iisa. Ang nakakainis kasi eh yung tatlong beses mo na pala napanood yung movie at halos kabisado mo na ang bawat eksena at linya tapos eh ia-announce mo pa sa loob ng sinehan na parang State of the Nation Address ang mga susunod na scenes. At uunahan mo pang mag-dialogue yung bida as if ikaw yung sumulat ng script. At talagang hindi ka pa nakuntento dahil inannounce mo din ang ending as if ikaw si Nostradamus! Kaimbyerna talaga! Kung ganyan din lang ang gagawin mo, eh di sana ikaw na lang ng binayaran nila noh! Babayaran ka nila para lumayas ka sa loob ng sinehan dahil kunsumisyon ka!

3. Silent thy neighbor.

Same lang din ng number 2. Palitan lang ang mga words na “mo” ng “nya” at “ka” or “ikaw” ng “sya”. Kung paanong pagpapatahimik ang gagawin mo sa katabi mo, eh problema mo na yan noh! Magdala ka ng bulak para sa tenga mo kung gusto mo.

Dont’s

1. Huwag magdala ng mga “smelly foods”.

Hindi na ako magtataka kung bakit ipinagbabawal na sa ilang mga sinehan ngayon ang magdala ng sariling food sa loob ng sinehan not unless sa sarili nilang snack bar ikaw bibili. Na-experience ko na kasi dati na may nakasabay akong manood na nagbaon ng pancit palabok. Pancit palabok pa yun sa Jollibee if I am not mistaken. Pramis, nawala ang concentration namin sa pinapanood naming “Bata, Bata, Paano Ka Ginawa?” dahil napunta na ang attention ng mga nanonood sa nagtatawag na amoy ng pancit palabok. Eh pancit palabok pa lang yun noh! Pano pa kung bagoong, durian, longanisa, at higit sa lahat, kamote (if you know what I mean) ang dinala sa loob ng sinehan?! Kaya hayaan mo na lang ang mga the usual na popcorn, potato chips, or peanuts ang baunin mo sa loob para na rin sa ikapapayapa ng mga kapwa mo nanonood.

2. Huwag tumingin sa kung saan-saan.

Just focus and concentrate sa pinapanood mo dahil sayang din ang ibinayad mo dyan noh! Ang mahal pa naman ng bayad sa sine ngayon, para ka na ring kumain ng tatlong beses sa isang araw! Kaya wag na tumingin pa ibang bahagi ng sinehan, lalo na sa kasuluk-sulukan, kadilim-diliman, at kadulu-duluhang bahagi dahil baka kung ano pang hindi karapat-dapat ang makita mo. Ikaw din, baka singilin ka din nila, eh di doble pa ang babayaran mo, devah?

3. Don’t be afraid to show your emotions while watching.

Emote kung emote. Cry kung cry. Laugh kung laugh. Afraid kung afraid. Basta make sure lang na di ka nakakaistorbo ng ibang tao. Hindi din masama kung magbigay ka ng masigabong palakpakan pagkatapos ng movie to show some appreciation. Dahil ang tunay na chochal, marunong mag-appreciate ng kagandahan, mapa-movie pa yan o kung anupaman.

Happy Movie Watching! x))

..missing you is a nightmare.

2008-08-21T05:03:00.000-07:00

i even needed someone to analyze how i felt...
damn...
it is just not right to miss you...
why?
'coz you are missing somebody else...
yes...
it is a nightmare...
please...
wake me from this dream...

P.S.

i wanna miss you no more...
we've had our time and that is over...
do not haunt me...
you already left...
what's the point of feeling this way or even keeping it?

..do-it-yourself

2008-08-20T23:06:00.000-07:00

..aun mei pxok na..ahehe.. update co muna tong blog co.bago co pumaxok..amp! mmh..bakit ganun yung title nito? ee kase wla lang! haha! wala xe acong maicp na title ng blog na to! and actually nakakabad3p pa habang ginagawa co to! ang baho kaia ng katabi co! nak ng tokwa! haha.. x)) oh well. nakuha co na nga pala ung mga books co xa mga humiram xakin! mmpf! aun..sira sira na. hahaha! napaka CARELESS kase! hate it! next time nga di na co magpapahiram ng book.. huhu x'( mamaya bibilin co na yung pangatlong book ni jay panti "The Panti thoughts and study tips"oxge xge.. back-to-school na! ahehe.. mwaa mwaa! atcGB.. i.l.y. all!

..bored

2008-08-19T19:49:00.000-07:00

..haaaii..wala nanamang paxok?! amp naman talaga ooh! i kinda miss na kase my classmates ee! haha.. txaka sila mhico..darryl.. and gerald.. wii. aun! pumunta nalang aco xa drift style crew para tumulong gumawa ng costume! hoho! alam nyo bang nakikita kita co na ang tagumpay!? haha costume palang ee panalo na! hoho! yeah! sana lang! haha..

..dance like there's no tomorrow x))

2008-08-17T08:45:00.000-07:00

..katatapos lang ng practice namin..haaii.I'm so tired. basta!
Drift Style Crew will hit the dance floor again with new dance piece and new costume!(wii..astiig.) i can't wait!

August 23, 2008-San Jose Covered Court.. 1pm
August 31, 2008-Malaria,Caloocan(covered court)..

eto palang alam kong xaxalihan naming contest ee..but i'm sure na napakarami nanaman naming xaxalihan ngaung August, September, October, November, December, at xa susunod na taon pa! haii! hoho! *.*basta! ang alam co..gagalingan ko na lang! para ma impress pa xa lalu xaken..haha x)) andaming alam! amp! ocge cge..

i'm going to sleep na..ok! bye..goodnayt..^^

..Drift Style Crew(The Pioneers)

2008-08-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

-Dance with us.. ;)

-the best group I've ever had..
This group compose of 12 finest dancers in BULACAN(nyahaha.gumaganun pa!x))
Do i need to mention them one by one??mmh.alright!

Gab(first of all! hahax..angal?)
Irene(a.k.a. Ms vibra..wonder why? lupet nyang mag shake..)
Ahyie(our choreographer..ooh galing galing! idol!)
Kennette(hearthrob namin yan! loka mga gays and girls pag humataw na yan!)
Joseph(the pumplocking sensation bansag xakanya..galing xa locks and pumps..)
Mapo(our bunso..wii..bentang benta xa mga boys..haha)
Khendy(Yeah! tugudug tugudug! hahax)
Pao(the krump master! axtiiig.. xa gumagawa ng mga krumping steps namin..)
Judith(wii..galing din yan! Lalaki daw gumalaw..)
Ton(waa.la na q maxav..baxta malupet din yan! hahax)
April(yeah tugudug tugudug ul* haha..our princess..)
Balong(mmh..bago palang pero aux na rin! breaker namin!)

and there! my beloved group..we have lots of contests na xinalihan..and almost 10 champion titles na hawak namin..I don't know if 10 or more pa..dami na xe talaga ii..but take note we only started this group nung January 28 2008 lang.. and see!! hahax..
We have lots of conflicts..arguments and what-so-ever! and that's part of life..ganun din xa grupo.. kaya pag mei ganyang exena ee madali naming naaaux..
I love this group very very much! I can't live without them! and kung mawawalay aco xa grupong to.. 1/2 of my life ang mawawala xakin.. swear! and i won't let that happen.. xla na 2nd family co..and they're my true friends! hinding hindi co xla ipagpapalit! amp! galit na co dba? ahahax..adeek..
xumayaw narin kami xa NBN channel 4..every tuesday nung march..xumayaw na rin kami xa EVER GOTESCO malls back-up dancers kami dun.. xa KIDDIE STAR..pero nag stop dn yung career namin dun..ahehe..'coz of our manager!! amp! i hate you! naalala pa kita! fuck! haha.. and there! i know that malayo a mararating namin!! oyeah! Plano pa kaya naming lumaban 2010 BATTLEGROUNDS and we will represent PHILIPPINES kami na papalit xa trono ng PHILIPPINE ALL STARS.. Go Drift Style Crew!! x))

..starring.

2008-08-11T23:47:00.000-07:00

More popularly known as Gabriel(Gab for short)...
I like the name more though, it has some sort of cool, unique sound to it.
It's also my name in Gel^^
I'm a rather cheery person, though I also tend to get serious at times when needed. I'm idealistic, to the point that it's sometimes foolish, but hey, is it my fault for thinking that some things still work out right in this world?

have to search for myself recently... too many things I've been thinking about... things that matter and mean so much to me...

been tough recently, so hard being caught in the middle... there are decisions that have to be made... but still can't make.

somewhere along the way, my view of the future got clouded... and i started to lose track or totally lose my dreams... my ambition... but finally, I've got them back ^^.